you speak of "The Way" and or "The void" as spoken of in bushido ,I dont know the words but I understand this being at one this walking through life and being where you need to be one ,everything working through only KNOWING it would and letting fire burn around you and walk through it because you know that you are at one with "destiny" and you will do what you must you life and death are little to you only walking the path set before you if for no other reaosn than to see what is ahead
I have failed this I have worried "What if" and I have lost my way I feel I must go to osu but I have worried on teh details I have failed this for a long time I will relearn to walk this path I think I was meant to find this path to remind me I must meditate and find my place again